User Profile

My name's Dee and this is the enterance to my logged life. I'm afraid it's 'Friends Only' because I like to act as though my life is so interesting and highly confidential that only a select few may have access... although if anybody asks, the likelyhood is that I'll add them reguardless of my immediate opinion.

I love expressing myself; whether it be vocally, artistically or physically.

I adore painting. I find it very relaxing and fufilling. It gives me something fairly quick to do with results I'm often proud of. I love hearing other people's opinions on my work, because like everybody else I have my moments of being a complete attention whore.

I always have a lot to say for myself, especially when nobody wanted to hear or know. So a lot of my journal involves me stating my opinions in the bluntest form. I'm easily angered and provoked so often these rants include more 'obscene' language that is polite for a young lady. I always appreciate people commenting on my topic of my latest problem with mankind but of course, only in a polite fashion.

I hate rudeness. It's one of those things that gets me every single time. I hate the way parents allow their kids to be rude to strangers and in fact, anyone. I hate the way they seem to find it unnesessary to teach them even basic manners. 'Please... Thank you'; it doesn't take a lot but sometimes to make the world of difference. And of course I hate rudeness for no reason. If I talk to somebody in a polite way, I expect a polite reply. That isn't to say I expect them to agree with everything I've said, or avoid saying something but I do not appreciate being spoken to in a derogatory way for no reason and it will usually provoke me to say things that I normally wouldn't.

I have the utmost respect and admiration for people who treat everything in their life with the same passion and dedication. People with that firey, spirited attitude strengthen that flame inside of me, and feed it when it fades. I feel empowered seeing people with such personality and belief in themselves. I have no time for people who will sit about doing nothing, waiting for their problem to sort itself.

I loathe apathy. Apathy is what kills people daily, that 'doesn't affect me... not my problem... somebody else can do it...' attiude is bollocks, and the sure-fire way to be labelled as uneducated and just plain stupid in this life. I believe people should care about not only their immediate environment but about what happens in the world, and what their fellow man is having to endure.

I love going out on a Friday night. Walking into a pub (my pub) where everybody knows your name, and greets you warmily is one of my favourite feelings. It makes me feel popular, and everybody wants to feel that way occassionally. It's good knowing there's always a friendly face nearby.

I love dancing while slightly worse for wear after a few too many aftershocks. And when you stop dancing you can judge how much fun you had by the amount of sweat dripping out of every pore, like sex. I love the writhing masses of people dancing, as badly as they want to loud, heavy music... both males and females sweating, with make-up smeared down their faces. It's always such a beautiful scene... I love 'trashiness'.

But back to my 'Friends Only', if you've even read this, or care just leave a comment and you'll soon appear on my friends list.

~ Dee

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